Quotes From "Just The Way I Feel" By Pushpa Rana

It is not the dead rather the ones who lives through war have seen the dreadful end of the war, you might have been victorious, unwounded but deep within you, you carry the mark of the war, you carry the memories of war, the time you have spend with your comrades, the times when you had to dug in to foxholes to avoid shelling, the times when you hate to see your comrade down on the ground, feeling of despair, atrocities of the war, missing families, home. They live through hell and often the most wounded, they live with the guilt, despair, of being in the war, they may be happy but deep down they are a different person. Not everyone is a hero. You live with the moments, time when you were unsuccessful, when your actions would have helped your comrades, when your actions get your comrades killed, you live with regret, joyous in the victory can never help you forget the time you have spent. You are victorious for the people you have lost, the decisions you have made, the courage you have shown but being victorious in the war has a price to pay, irrevocable. You can't take a memory back from a person, even if you lose your memory your imagination haunts you as deep down your sub conscious mind you know who you are, who you were. Close you eyes and you can very well see your past, you cant change your past, time you have spent, you live through all and hence you are a hero not for the glorious war for the times you have faced. Decoration with medals is not going to give your life back. the more you know, more experiences doesn't make it easy rather make its worse. Arms and ammunition kills you once and free you from the misery but the experiences of war kills you everyday, makes you cherish the times everyday through the life. You may forgot that you cant walk anymore, you may forget you cant use your right hand, you may forgot the scars on your face but you can never forgot war. Life without war is never easy and only the ones how survived through it can understand. Soldiers are taught to fight but the actual combat starts after war which you are not even trained for. You rely on your weapon, leaders, comrades, god, luck in the war but here you rely on your self to beat the horrors, they have seen hell, heaven, they have felt the mixed emotions of hope, despair, courage, victory, defeat, scared. Pushpa Rana

Insatiable is my desire for you, Insane is my love you, Limitless are my boundaries for you, True are my feelings for you, Wildest are my imaginations for you, Intense is my passion for you, Soul is my offering for you, Commitment is my promise to you, Pushpa Rana

There was nothing special with the way he looked at her but her heart raced even with a glance. Pushpa Rana

There was nothing special with the way he looked at her but her heart raced with even glance. Pushpa Rana

You can't have a women's body without having her heart, mind and soul if only momentarily. Pushpa Rana

Sanity is to the mind, insanity is for the heart, Docility is to the mind, wildness is to the heart, Tamable is the mind, Untamable is the heart, Freedom is to the mind, cages are for the heart. Pushpa Rana

Its amazing to contemplate what human mind is capable of, incredible functionality, specialty of describing something beautifully without even experiencing called the work of imagination, carries us to a world we have never been before. Pushpa Rana

Winning is irreplaceable winners are. Pushpa Rana

It's not sad that I don't love you anymore, it's I can't love anyone anymore. Pushpa Rana

In a moment I am everything, in a moment I am nothing. In a moment I understand everything, in a moment I do not understand anything. In a moment I am on cloud number 9, in a moment I am at ground zero. In a moment I love, in a moment I hate. In a moment I am a success, in a moment I am failure In a moment I fight, in a moment I give up In a moment I win; in a moment I lose and in moment I lose these moments to win more, to live for more and to love more. Pushpa Rana

All this while I kept thinking where did I go wrong, all this while he wasn't mine to lose. Pushpa Rana

Who am I to decide if he is worth my love or not when I can't even... Pushpa Rana

I invented you the way I like but I have fallen for you the way you are. Pushpa Rana

There is a restlessness unspoken unfelt before, restlessness to throw myself into something significant, I can only imagine and I wish I could feel the claim, the passion of being owned, desire of being wanted, urge to b lost controllably, it is being vulnerable and there is no denying to it, but go ahead with it anyway; till the time it makes you feel alive, taste passion, taste emotion and make love. Pushpa Rana

We define what we deserve, others also define what we deserve, apparently there is a huge difference and we spend our life constructing the same. Pushpa Rana

Only wild cannot be tamed and I have been untamable. Pushpa Rana

Before he could say anything, "I told him; I have had my share of boys". He drew me closer and said "let me your man then". Pushpa Rana

The only self control I have when I am with you is that I am with you. Pushpa Rana

Writing is my passion, expression and an incessant obsession. Pushpa Rana

Even if you time travel your past, it can't be changed, likewise you can't possibly change your future, it is always the present which matters. Pushpa Rana

You may be theoretically rich but practically poor. Pushpa Rana

I believed in your love till the time I actually made it, felt like sex. Pushpa Rana

I read not for entertainment but to feel what the writer has felt while writing even though if it was fiction. Pushpa Rana

I do not choose the roads to travel;my destination does, apparently it is always the one less traveled. Pushpa Rana

Every solider believes in war till the time he actually fights it. Pushpa Rana

We choose and make our heroes from what we have read, heard and believed in. Pushpa Rana

I have seen the best in you, I have seen the worst in you and I am yet to see a lot in you. Pushpa Rana

He in any form was a drug to the addiction of being desired while she was always wanted. Pushpa Rana

I am not sad because I do not have you, I am sad because I don't have love. Pushpa Rana

For a couple of days he was nice and I was on cloud number 9, damn they don’t teach how to come down from there instead leave us to gravity. Pushpa Rana

Lone rangers, that's what we are. We see the world with our naked eyes, unabashed of the greed and ego. Our mind resides on our tongue and we stand for what's right. A little too much fun, and an exciting package. Raving for life and exploring possibilities is our goal. Travel far and wide and into the wild, we will go for it someday. Care so much that even gods would bow down. Love to the hilt and then let go, coz that's what this life is meant for. One life and we will live up to the hilt and leave no regrets. So, when we land into our graves with a satisfied smile, we big farewell to the meanness of this so-called universe. With every journey there is a new lesson learned, every place traveled, explored; makes us in fall in love with the earth. Care less about our whereabouts; we keep the expedition going because we want to go far beyond the civilized, beyond the living, beyond the world of predictability, beyond u and I & into the wild. Feasting the eyes, rejuvenating the senses, every breath we take is a sigh of relief and we make peace. Choosing the roads less traveled, our wandering souls makes our way towards the unknown destination not only to discover ourselves but to discover the wild, nature and the mother earth. Pushpa Rana

There is a lot I could have anticipated but I live in present & there is no anticipation to it, I wish I had a time machine Pushpa Rana

Walking on a path of uncertainties, Shuffling on the probabilities of uncertainties, Waging on the possibilities of uncertainties, Waiting for the occurrences of uncertainties, Solving the mysteries of wandering uncertainties, We move, lead and live. Pushpa Rana

We have story-makers and we have writers apparently most of the today's writing falls into the first category. Pushpa Rana

Soon you shall be landing In the battleground, ensure you have the right weapons to fight the enemy; ensure you know your enemy and what he is capable of; take them unprepared to gain the victory and stand with your head held high; show it to the world the cause you have been fighting for, deception is the key, challenge your enemy when it is least expected; break them mentally before breaking them physically. You are a soldier; your enemy is a soldier and you are facing the best, both sides have a lot of similarities only variation lies in the cause. Cause is driver for the battle; cause is binding comrades together and even if the victory is gained the cause stays undefeated. You stand defeated for your strategy, tactics and leaders but never for the cause, it’s still alive, it shall always be alive with the men who have sacrificed their lives, with the men who are still alive. They stand defeated with the physical strength but not for the cause they have believed in and you can never take it away from them. Fight for a cause and you shall stay invincible. A war story is always biased towards one side and it’s hard to narrate a true war story. We choose and make our heroes from what we have read, heard and believed in. If we know the cause both sides are standing for, it will become difficult to take sides. Always respect your enemy, respect for the fact they are standing neck to neck with you, respect them for the courage they have shown to defend the other side, their land, respect them for whatever you have earned the respect for from your men, from your country and from your people. Powerful strategies, tactics, weapons, leaders are allies to the war, they support but never claims victory all my themselves Greatest wars won always had the greater cause. Rebel without a cause is never a rebel just an aimless person whose fate lies in the defeat. Pushpa Rana

Would you believe in a story without the heroes? There are stories without heroes. Pushpa Rana

I know you miss me but what do you do about that? Pushpa Rana

Some express, some write and some just feel it. Pushpa Rana

I love fake people provided they are mannequins. Pushpa Rana

If I had a wish, I would turn you to a pair of shoes to keep you under my feet and you get an opportunity to be under the bed too. Pushpa Rana

Clouds shed the agony of the sky and rain concludes it by covering us in filth. What do you think about the puddles of mud and traffic jams? I so hate rain. Pushpa Rana

I don't own you, you just belong to me. Pushpa Rana

I am myself when I get up, I am myself throughout the day and I am myself when I go back to sleep, you probably might have met someone else when I was asleep and claimed it to be changed me. Pushpa Rana

Out of all the things we fake we can never fake to be positive. Pushpa Rana